I am really thinking of joining either freemason or rosicrucian.?

There are numerous Rosicrucian organizations throughout the world. Each one, like so many organizations, say that theirs is the origional. Investigate them all and let your intuition decide. Ask the Cosmic or God of your heart for the answer: After all, you are seeking a spiritual path - a path that will guide you to greater soul growth and evolution. A.M.O.R.C. (rosicrucian.org) is world-wide and has meeting groups and Lodges throughout the U.S.