Plz help, all serious imput appreciated.!! ive been so depressed...?

for weeks, i dont know what to do ive tryed all the things that used to make me happy nothing works, tryed bible study felt better for a few hrs but that was it. i tried talking to my husband about it but he says i cant help you why dont you call a hotline or something, ive tried that b4 but it didnt help at all. i just cry and lay in bed and want to sleep all the time. feel like my situation will never change. truth is i want to just be held for a long time, but not in the perverse im tryin to get in your pants way. what can i do, i have no money to see a dr. and doubt if that would help anyway. anyone got a home remedy for depression?